gaaahh~ i knw tat soon.. my blog gonna hv some webs!! haha ok NOT~
so yah.. i wanna update lotz and lotz of things..
but then.. "LAZY" took over me and i'll end up not updating anythng.. baahh~

last saturday.. i went down bbe cc and help out with the PC ceremony preparation..
was damn tired but yah.. as usual.. put on a fake happy face and try to joke around with the others.. felt a lil bit stress tho.. coz from my own point of view..
the planning.. how they organize it.. well.. im not sure izzit me or em..
overall itz SUX~ pfftt.. aaahhh whatever it is.. its all in da past now and not important.. but jyeah next tyme.. whn u wanna plan something.. juz make sure there's always a Plan B and so on to avoid some last minute difficulties.. and yah oh pls gv the job to those who hv experience or talentz? idk.. teehee~ ape je fina~
oh yah i reach home around 11pm? its late and we hv to reach da cc 8am da next day..
once i reach home.. daaanng~ sleep lah thn what kan.. lolzz

next day SUNDAY the super BIG day for PC!!
reach cc a lil bit late.. 8.20? lolzz
too sleepy to talk and my whole body ache like there's no tomrrw.. pfft~
went to mc'donalds and bought breakfast.. mc'muffin? (im not a morning person uh~ haha)and yah..superduper black COFFEE!! i loiike ok!
and so we had our last min practice thn help out abit..
yada yada yadaaaa.. im soo lazy to update bout the PC ceremony day.. can i ermm update it next tyme and i promise i'll include some pix too!! ok? teehee~

after da event.. went out with all my lalingz..
idk.. izzit me or em..
or am i being diff now..
i can feel it.. that im not connected to em..
most of the tyme.. im by myself..
didn't talk much or laugh like the usual..
im sorry k..
i knw i've change like.... ALOT!~
im so sorry...
nadz,yana,dee and ayu.. im trying to be ok.. but yah can't fake it but trust me im trying.. i'll promise u gerlz.. next tyme we meet again.. i'll be da old fina~
:)

lets move on..

erm..
monday.. i told akhim im not going outz..
hell yah.. too tired.. haha
end up stayed at home online and rest.. haha

tuesday..
told akhim im not free wanna rest again..
end up..
read two books and went out wit bro to bugis! lolzz

wednesday..
suppose to go out with akhim..
but the night before whn i called him to wish him a happy birthday..
he didn't pick up my call.. so i guess he cancelled it...
or BUSY~ haha
btw AKHIMULLAH!! HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!!
so i stayed at home and read another book...
haha im a BOOKWORM!
gaaaaaaaaaah~

thurs...
idk! no plans at all~

ayte till here..

im bored~ well im a boring person i guess~ gaah~

and im missing him... the more i tried to forget about it.. the more i keep thinking.. and yes i need to see a lot of people right now.. coz i knw i've fallen for someone.. for someone who can't be mine..and it's making me feel bad..
daaanng gotta stop all this..
total bullshit!
:(

BYE!