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Saturday, June 30, 2007



im chatting with my lalingz NUTZ!!
hahahaha
she reminded me of her alalaGEM!!
and also my superduper HOT STUFF!!
funny ain't it.. only US lalingz knw bout it..
the super hot stuff.. is one of the ict boy.. from my skool.. nerd habis!! always with his superduper YELLOW HOT bag!! haha
we once.. well more than one.. try to ask for his no.. haha buang tebiat kan kite?
we disturb him.. smile at him.. ask for no. run towards him ask for well no. again.. its so damn funny lah.. rabak eh kite sume? kan nadh? LOL-ness..
we do take a pic of him.. but i frgt whose hp lah..
hihihi~
if i gt it.. i'll err upload it ok..

and NUTZ!! whats up with ur alalaGEM? someone is soooo da superduper RINDU her alalaGEM!! kekek okiez..

btw nutz... im over hot stuff.. haha coz i gt new one.. hihihi...
me n my fren ian.. we gt MR.SEXY LUMP to die for.. ahakz!!
but kena share with ian uh.. kepo lah die~ LOL

chatting with nutz really makes me missing skool even more..
im so bored at home..
so i wanna share this with all of u..
our zaman kentalanz day...
our kental nerd faces during first month of skool...
our BUSOK faces!!
LOL-ness!!
enjoy the BUSOK moment NUTZ!

selenger hingus us!!
first pic taken with dennis! busok sak sume!

and more of busokz!!

ni 100% busok!

u knw her? haha super nerd sey!

well this one.. less busok.. hee
busok or wad? ok the pie teacher more busok k?

our busok holz!!

my busok laughing partners

the busok twinz!!

more to come.. the BUSOK pixie!!
hahahahaaaaaaaaa~
how nutz? busok kan kitorang?
(",)






4:23 PM








im a happy goober!!
yeah i am now!!
all start from... thursday nite!!
i dun knw why..
hahaha
i laugh my ass out non stop..
haha
all start with my dear2 fren ian.. my partner in crime for mr.sexy lump!! (oh i dun nd the lump lah awak! and i knw u also dun nd it.. so both go for the sexy jer uh~ fair enuf?)
this is soo funny.. we chat using our second nick section in msn!!
yeah weird but its true.. told nadh bout it.. she tot i was joking..
lol~
its true nadh!!
and last nite we chat again like thurs nite.. and ppl tot im crazy~.. haha
told him tat.. and he also "kena" the same.. his band mates also said he's crazy!
hahaha die pun same!!! and U, ur hands nd rest.. ok2 u also nd rest..
oh hoookkaaayyz my legs too!! :p
nice chatting with you ok!! u made my day less mendakz! :)

2ndly i wanna say a big2 thankz segala to RICARDO MARCO!!(u knw who u r)
thankz eh for all da song.. ok2 everyone gt an emo in em kan? much appreciated ok?
kamu sooooo baik! and all the jokes.. funny one.. sarcastic nak mamps.. the BW,RDDFW,u knw whoMoo jokes.. really made my day!!
THANK YOU SOO MUCH! :)
i made ur day? haha cool~ yah u put on weight sia~ wiat uh NS coming soon kan? and BW shocked ur day! kekek lah sey~ BW rox!! :)
how can i repay u? i went to see u perform lah yesterday!! enuf? LOL~
dun think so kan? u took pic with BW!! i jealous u knw!! hahahaaa~
u ask me where da hell am i kan? daaannggg 3rd row sia! hihihi
i knw bro tried calling me.. hp silent dude!
now i miss da fun~ nvm lah next time ok~

3rdly NADH!! i had fun yesterday!! omg we saw BW LIVE!! nadh kamu klaka lah gf ku ku lala.. and2 u didn't recognize me sey when i walk infront of u at city!! hahaha nvm~
oh and again.. we didn't take any pix! hmmff..
bro said we miss out great performance for the 2nd showcase.. but nvm.. we did hv our own sweet memorable time.. window shopping kan? haha and ur COKE secret r safe with me!!! haha i juz blog about it! ahhahahahaha~
and i knw awak mesti busy nw taking2 pix of ur sis "tunang"..
chat with ya soon gf ku ku lala!! :)

yesterday retail therapy was.. err great coz i had fun going outzie with my lalingz nutz! and the two turtles!! haha tho i dun hv $ to shop coz my stoopid salary .. daang i dun knw lah.. nt in yet~ daangness! enuf of it..
ian said at least i hd fun doing outingz therapeutic? haha ape jer!!
but2 i did bought somethng!! dat superduper fave "nite b4 christmas" bag!!
yah i only gt 7 bucks with me.. so so.. haha go in toilet withdraw money~ hahaha
neh~ LOL fana,aleya n nutz fork out one dollar each.. so i can hv my superduper bag! yaaaahooooooooneeeeeessss!! aku sayang bangat ngan kamu2!!
soon uh.. next RT.. i want emily bag!! haha ian kamu mau? lol nt bag person or what? haha~ :)

ok2 i will go on n on if i dun stop now.. geezz i gt lotsa things to update sey~
but then.. haha malas syndrome strikes..
ricardo!! u ask whether im coming or nt hor today? i c first can? im too tired n my legs.. sakit lah sey~
but2 today apiz plak perform.. daaanng!!
how eh? and hafiz bday!! and siput fren gig..
waaaa which is which? clash habis~
omg..

btw.. hafiz(g2h).. i juz had a phone conversation with him..
i knw ur probz.. pity2 u.. congratz with ur result!! kite same kan? 3.5!
wooweee~ we try harder for 2nd term ok? to dennis.. dun be mad lah~ i knw u can do much better.. we try harder ok? together2... this goes to my lalingz too!!
yana pls2.. buckle up abit.. ayu u too!!
AYU I MISS YOU TAU!!! :) :) :)

nwayz my mouse i dun knw.. gonna R.I.P soon..
and2 i juz realize tat my mouse brand is...
POLAR!!!!
hahahahahahhahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
dun believe me polar? i'll try take a pix of it okiez? LOL-ness!

lastly i gt lotsa pix.. but lazzzzyyy to upload~ sowie~ soon2~ heh~

eh eh i gt one pix..
taken during my aunt wedding dinner...

sweet?
hahaha i knw it's NOT
~


*geez im tryna move on.. i think im doing good~ am i? 5% tho~ haha its all good~ im tryin.. so yeah.. hmm*

ok gtg nak mamam!!

-Outzie-






2:16 PM




Thursday, June 28, 2007



when im happy i feel a tingly shock going down my spine..
it feels wonderful when im happy and nothing is worrying me.
i feel like singing when im happy and hugging everyone in my sight.
i feel like im flying when im happy and can see the whole world before my eyez..
i feel like crying when im happy and feel like im going to burst~
i feel relieved when im happy but i don't know why.. heh~
it's some weird feeling that me myself can't describe..
im sure you know what i mean..

i wanna be happy tomorrow!!
i wanna hv my happy feelings back!!
im meeting NUTZ tomorrw..
we gonna hv our retail therapy tomorrw~
hope tat both turtles can join us~
we gonna celebrate our exams result too~
hope tat we gt time to go town and i really2 wanna hv my fried mars bar!!
or if not.. eating at zam-zam would make my day~ :)

oh and my hp.. gone case! R.I.P i can't take pix,"biru-gigi",mp3 nmore..
im now using my old hp.. old habiz~ :(
bro!! i want new hp~ u gonna buy urself a new one kan.. can i hv ur hp pls? :)
ok im damn tired~ i nd rest~
sentosa pix.. gonna be ready soon.. :)

*awak im glad that we r frenz now! tho i knw its hard for u to chat with me without reminding the past.. i knw u r trying.. well i am too~ thankz! :)
oh and congrats on ur result! im happy for u~ (u like tat song too dun cha?)

i wanna watch my BF on tv now!! (yesh harry potter!!! i LOVE him!!) ;p ;p ;p ;p
-Outzie-






7:36 PM








waking up. hope for everything to be better..
sadly.. i feel no much better..
it takes time? hmm.

every second takes him further and further away from me.
i want to go after him.
i want to beg him to stay and never leave my side.
Why couldn't i just tell him what he wanted to hear?
Why couldn't i just tell him i L him?

instead, i say nothing..i do nothing.
i just stand and watch him disappear,
not having the courage to call him back.

a tear runs down my cheek.
somehow know deep in my soul..
l will never forget him.

and i will remember those nights..
those miserable nights when i knew you're the only who could break my heart.
those nights where i found out i'd never find another heartbreaker
it's so sad..
that i've stopped hoping and im giving up.

what about promises?
what about it?
is this gonna work.. we'll see..
am i making the right move? i don't knw.
and i knw im walking away from the trouble in my life..
hmm im tired..

-outzie-






10:35 AM




Wednesday, June 27, 2007



I surrender… I quit through my defeat maybe… just maybe a new life can begin..
hurt so much along the way maybe… just maybe a ray of hope can shine in.
and i knw that tears will never wash away the pain..
somehow… someway maybe… just maybe I can forgive myself for being sucha fool~
Im tired of seeing others in pain..
Im tired of being “strong"!! im weak,im fragile,its gone on way too long.
I don’t know what else to say,im hoping,im dreaming,im begging,im pleading,
oh please..take this feeling away.


and i knw you peepz r concern bout me.. no i ain't any attention seeker..
im sorry if i've made some of u peepz panic or whatever u call it..
im sorry for being soo emo..
i can't help it myself..
those whom i nvr reply ur sms im so sorry its nt that i've gone MIA.. my ppd low. so sorry!
much appreciated to kamu for being there for me im glad that i let it all out.
im ok now. kamu.. you trust me kan? i am ok!! :)
faiqa my gf ku ku la la.. thankz! no i don't think i'll say all that to him.. i knw you gonna say "WTF" fina!! see im too kind i knw. i juz don't want it to turn out "sour" juz because of this.. i don't mind being hurt.. it will hurt me more seeing other ppl well.. getting hurt. get it? hmm~
for now.. i juz want everythng to be ok. and faiqa.. im giving up.. im sorry i knw u gonna super nag at me later on.. im so sorry~ :)

this is for YOU!
awak.. i really don't want all of this turnd our "frenship" sour.
im nt ignoring nor hate you. i'll treat u fair like the rest of my frenz.. juz that i need you to promise me to NEVER EVER mention bout "this" ever again coz it will hurt me more... promise awak.. tho i gv up on promises.. but for this.. im begging you..lets frget about the past.. TC of HER! thank you for everything..
friends? :)

Right now… I’m just tired…

btw yes i pass my examz.. thankz! well thats pretty much cheer me abit~
(",)

-Outzie-






11:35 PM








It’s funny how you think you really know yourself
Like you would never lose yourself to someone else
And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me
Silly silly me

I should have never listened to a word you said
But I was always giving in to promises
I never should have gone for, I should never long for you no matter how hard it gets
And I want this to be over
I so want this to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can’t get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn’t man enough)
To come and tell me
That I was never the one
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn’t love me anymore

If you had only told me how you really felt
I could have put my feelings into someone else
But I was busy thinking I was where I was supposed to be
Silly silly me
But there was something ‘bout you I couldn’t resist
Can’t put my finger on it but whatever it is
I never should have stood for it
I know you’re no good for me
And that’s the way it is

And I want it to be over
I so want it to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you

I tell myself
Get over you
It’s over right
right thing to do
And just when I thought I was done
You pull me in for another run
I can’t take this
Won’t take this
Can’t do this
i Won’t do it
Even if I know in the end somehow it always comes back to you






2:06 PM




Tuesday, June 26, 2007



why is it hard to forget the one whom you loved!
even if that person is the cause of your pain!!!
why when you think of him, tears rolled down your cheeks..
why your heart feel shatterred when you hear his name,
why you still have him in some corner of your heart!!!
why why why why...

What do you do when the person you love dosent even know! Dosent know that because of them you cry yourself to sleep every night and they slip into your dreams everynight. and you wake up to only realize that your still alone~
it was only a dream.

it hurts basically..to live.


* im sorry.. i shld frgt you..well im trying to..






3:03 PM








WARNING!!
emo post.. mood swing.. sorry ppl~


when you hurt all you want to do is cry..
its almost feels like you're gonna die..
when you hurt you are in pain...
it almost makes you want to go insane, when you hurt you dont know what to do..
that makes you almost want to go insane too..
when you hurt you feel like you are traped in a pit
you say to yourself..
im sure all this hurt will be gone in a bit..
when you hurt you blame youself for the reason..
it was just like one day there was a change in your season
when your hurt you reach out for help,
and know one hears you..
then you say to yourself
what do i do?
when you hurt all you want to do is think.
you sit there and you try to find a link
a link to all this hurt
when you hurt you sleep..
when you sleep you dream..
when you dream you think about what there is to keep'
when you hurt you think about death alot.
you try to connect the dots..
when you hurt you wonder why?
that makes you cry..
when you hurt you take a deep breath and think bout how to get out of this mess
when you hurt you always find a way out
so dont just sit there and pout, you need to get up and get help
when you hurt you will fall down
but always get back up you never need to give up
thats what i was taught
so dont get your self caught, caught in a world of hurt!!

i need a shoulder to cry on again can? i want my bestfren.. my lalingz yana..
hah~ anyone will do~ damn im sucha crybaby~ ape eh..
:(


*It happens all again I hurt inside. A pain that is so deep and he . . . he doesn't know. He doesn't know my pain or how much he hurts me. He lives his life,just fine without me. But me, I hurt,I hurt for only him and all this time he still doesn't know.







2:51 AM




Monday, June 25, 2007



ok pixie..
Do ur JOB!!!


* i miss skool!! ( yesh2 mr-yakuzi.. 2 more weekz!! )
*i miss my lalingz!!
*i miss mdm CT loud voice!!
*i miss choc ice blended!!
*i miss mr-sexy lump checking whether we wear our lanyard(tul ke spelling?) or nt~
*i miss Messy hair snr n jr!! (ehe~)
*i miss my irritating locker!!
*i miss laughing my ass outz @ Forum!!
*i miss "lepaking" @ tech blk toilet!!
ok2.. i miss everything lah kan senang ckp!!
DAAANNG~

ok BYE!!

PS: heyz polar.. pls leave ur link.. i frgt to save it juz now. heh~






3:05 AM




Saturday, June 23, 2007




mari kita sama2 bangun pagi nak siap2 pergi "City"..
Bahagia... cita2 kita yg mulia..
Berjaya klua rumah..


ok that's soo the tak klaka.. seriously dun laugh... a smile will do~ ehe~
yesterday seriously mendakz syndrome..
err add in a lil bit of lazy n tired syndrome too~
stayed at home..
mum wanna go shopping n eat satay at AMK.. but im too tired lah sey..
so she nag...and nag..and nag.. non stop..
in my room, kitchen,her room,and at the door before she went off with da rest..
gaaahhh~
sorry lah..

and typical mentel gatal me stayed at home online. and thats when da mendakz segala syndrome attackz!! haha
for the first time in my life.. i edited more than 10 pixie..
OMG~
and MON said im crazy weird segala coz i pinch my own chubby cheekz when editing sofia's pix.. haiya.. salah ker? ;p

oklah.. till here..
later going outzie with my myspacer frenz and cuzzie dayah..
im craving for the fried mars bar..
yeah2 nadh nak blanje.. yeah2..
yayness lah!
i luv u GF!!

ok BYE!!

*he msg me.. if he dun hate me.. then what? haiz~ i sux lah senang ckp~






11:29 AM




Friday, June 22, 2007




Everybody together now : "Aaaaaaawwwwwwww"
shitz! i simply luuurrvveee her can? haha
cuzzie dayah send me lil Sofia pix for me to edit.. and i can't stop pinching my own chubby cheekz while editing this pix... alaaaaaahaaaaiiii cute okiez!!
and i told myself tat im soooo sooooo gonna blog abut this! haha
typical mentel side of me.. haha
sorry dayah i simply luv her tat i can't wait to post it.. hihihi~
oklah mendakz uh today...

ok go~

btw this is my 2nd post for today.. tats soo mendakz kan? hihihi

so peepz if ya think my lil sofia is sooooo CUTE to the extend.. pls TAG!! hihihi

ok BYE!






2:06 PM









nt in da mood to blog..
but before im being reminded that there's a webz in moi blog.. heh~ so i juz update abit can?

sentosa?
-great~ [of course with my lalingz yotz,aleya n bf, joanna, penguin n yana's bf.. oh and the 3 anti socialz~ haha]
-had fun tho someone is so NOT talking to me
-yana pls lah stop asking.. "r u ok? he's here? u sure u ok?" (im err gd..)
-i gt SUNBURNZ!! coz i frgt to bring my sunblock. (oh great!)

lotsa pix taken.. but im too lazy to upload it now..(typical mentel gatal miang me!)
i'll edit all of em n make a slide show ayte~(another mentel side of me? gatal sangat suke edit2 pixie)

oh and emmy called me yesterday juz to hear my voice? haha kekek okiez!
yesh i do sound like kakak2.. haha and tat reminds me of someone too~ geez!

oklah im shagged from sentosa n the movie..
oh yah btw i change song.. haha~
till i blog again~
-BYE!-

ps: and i tot u hate me soo much.. hmmmm..






11:44 AM




Wednesday, June 20, 2007



I want to be remembered as the girl who smiles even though her heart is broken and the one who can always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own..


why can't i frgt u? shitzeerz..
and i cried coz i think im a fool? fantart me~
well "chef psyfool" said it takes time.. but hw long? haiz.. thankz!
oh wellz emo post again.. sorry ppl..
i gtg now.. im outizie..
hope for a happy post after i gt home..

BYE!










7:23 PM




Tuesday, June 19, 2007



HELLOooooooooozzzzz~


3? 4 more minutes to 5am!!
omg and im still online?
haaaa~

juz finish chatting with mr.joker (tats what i called him)
funny guy always makes me laugh!
thankz eh..

im good..
im err hyper last nite n i dun knw why..
maybe too much oreo n milk?
haha
anyhoooos..

btw i can't wait for SENTOSA this thur!!
fun at the beach yaw!

im off to bed now..
sleepy yaw!

btw new pixie edited..lazy to upload all.. So one wil do eh~
the rest.. will do it later at noon hookayz!

im addicted to OREO lah sey!!


im eating oreo ok? albert said i wanna be gothic!! aper jer!


i dun even knw why i choose pink? ape je kan aku?

as u can see.. i said one pix.. but my mentel hand said otherwise~ heh~
so 3 lor... ehe~

k lah gtg
BYE!







4:56 AM




Monday, June 18, 2007



You Are Very Happy Being Single

You're not anti-relationship. You just don't need one to be content.
You find plenty of happiness from your life as it is.
And if you find someone you love, then that's just icing on an already decadent cake!
Are You Happy Being Single?

am i happy? well i guess so~ heh~


heyz youz..
ok im still sick..
and add on some of the superduper bored n mendakness in it~
aha~

wokiez malaz syndrome alert..
i do hv lotsa things to blog about but then..
too much of it makes me kinda lazy to type it all down.. and end up typing crapz?
gt it? well i dun gt it tho~
LOL~

so yah stayed at home.. feeling home alone fo awhile..
coz everyone went out and celebrate father's day cum arisa's b'day at grandnenekz houze!
damn i miss everyone.. lagi2 all those cute lil cuzzie and Lil' Sofia. mau cubit2! ;p

my day today was pretty much... err i dun evn knw how to describe it..
well..
online..eat oreo n milk..sleep..msg..chat..eat oreo n milk again..chat..listen to music..edit pixie..
well tat's all~ haha
oh oh frgt and i do blog today.. hehehe.. new links r up too.. zul and psyfool!
hello new fren! (",)

ayte nothing much to update since im now down with "fehluuuu" damn it~ heh~
gotta take med soon n off to bed.. ayte..
i can't wait for wed.. (hoping i'll gt well b4 wed~) BL peepz gonna watch F4 @ PS..
haha im nt a fan of F4 but then "org dah nak belanje" so i juz go lah sey~
and thurs.. hah~ SENTOSA lah sey..
me n a small group of my classmate r goin' to hv fun@da beach.. woohoo~
so yah tats all..
haha pretty mendakz kan? heh~
seriously no mood to blog gt lotsa things in my mind but im too lazy to type it all down..
mepekz.com rite? ehe~
so yah thats all for now..

ayte i do edit some pic..
will update da pixie soon.. tomorrow uh~ heh~
oh and i cried again~ geez.. EMO lah plak si fina ni.. weeeeeii~
Zul.. ur poems sedih bangat!! but it's good.. kamu memang bagus deh~
thankz eh... (",)
oh and to the other zul aka busok.. im ok.. thankz for ur understanding.. always BUSOK ayte! haa~

b4 i go..go.. power ranger..(im green ranger btw i knw nt important but still im green ranger! heh~)
i'll upload a pic lah.. at least something kan?

so..


ITE CE SHREKZ!!


we DO hv fun with the NIE peepz!
(oh btw nw i knw who's Hanafi!! haa thankz dragon!)


haha no comment.. im bored.. so i borrowed my sis malaysia's outing pix.. hihihi~


ok it's 3 pixie!!! not one.. haha
blame my typical mentel hand~
HAHAHA~
(",)


ok BYE!








12:31 AM




Saturday, June 16, 2007




spread da news pls.. i mean to all ITE CE peepz.... specially biz skoolz!
hhehehe
got lotsa things i wanna update bu im nt in da mood lah..
sorry..
im sick btw!!
feverish!
aaaaawwwww and kena cancel al my saturday plans..
aiyoyo~
nehmind..
im good~

k BYE!


ps: i miss someone.. but heh~ he hurt me alot! so.. wth~






4:45 PM




Thursday, June 14, 2007



hookayz..
short post can? ahakz!
wooweee im waiting for my mum to get ready..
she's going outzie n so she's using the "gerek toilet" oh n that's y i nd to wait for my turn.. haha
n while she's using it.. i tot i'll err update at least something here.. hehehe

holz getting bored but fret not.. coz im getting busy with skool stuff.. THANKZ!
so i won't be bored n LONELY lah kan.. haha
yesterday... freaking day for me..
hah~
HIM told me that he really2 miss me? like WTF?!!!!
eeeeeeewwww~ (another eeewwwness for 30 sec)
and2.. i cried.. can? heh~ im a crybaby lah.. mampoz~
haha
u gv me that song.. and i listen to it.. and2 i cry.. (see! told ya im a crybaby)
hah~ and b4 tat i juz told one of my online fren not to cry n not to listen to sad song.. and i juz did what he juz did.. ahha gt it? ok dun gt it? fine~
oh im in love with that song.. i can feel it.. liek really2 feeeeelll ittt..
heh~
okiez.. and the song is....taadaaa~ it's been playing on my blog here lah sey..
hihihi

oh im being told that im being unfair to some ppl..
okayz.. i dun knw lah.. am i?
i dun even knw my self nmore okiez..
if YOU said that im being unfair to ppl like YOU..
well im so sorry..
i juz dun feel i nd YOU ppl in my life nmore..
and again.. i am SORRY...
okiez it hurt you.. but dun ya think it hurt me more? oh nvm..

and i knw im stubborn..
sagittarius.. ya see we tend to be stubborn haha~
and secretive.. i knw..
heh~

hey im suppose to make a short post? am i?
haha
sorry~

so im off to skool in 30mins time..
gt the peforming arts challenge lah..oh and im gonna get that tempting choc ice blended from campus heaven!! ooohhhh weeee.. haha
okiez..
firstly im tryna plan something to avoid KUTU~ haha
hey nice nick.. well lets call him KUTU from now on..
baaaah~ i knw its LAME~
haha

okiez2 gtg now..
i confirm late..
heee
im meeting awakz today..later..soon..
let's nt fight about u knw what okiez..
we make u knw who bingitz today nak?
thankz eeehhh.. u my fren!

ok go~

BYE!!!






1:18 PM




Tuesday, June 12, 2007



Yesterday Outzie...
one word..
GREAT!!

huhuhu..
org belanja mane tak kan? kan?
ok fina stop it sia~

pixie.. im too lazy to upload..
soon soon hookayz..
last night chat all the way until 3 plus i think..
chat with my darlz NADH!!
i miss chatting with her..
oh n mendakz syndrome attacks..
we tend to chat on msn n comment2 at myspace..
ahhaha
oh nadh.. n i can't wait for the launch of "RICH'S WORLD"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
damn funny~
omg if rich heard bout thishe gonna migrate i think~
hahahahahahaha~

well its all good ayte?
im having holz.. mendakz but all good~
woohoooooo~
SUPERMONY yaw!
k mepek..
only MON knws..
hahah

oh btw..
pls uh.. im tired of explaining and try to convince kamu2 sume that..
IM 23!!
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

okiez nadh...i will somehow take pic of my ic or ezlink.. ooo b'day part jer..
haha
soon soon soon..

i miss siput oreidy..
thursday meet okiez?!!
and pls ajak my two cengkodokz.. cicik n shadah..
mish em lotz lah!
cya on thurs.

ok i gtg..
need to send sarah to tanjung pagar.
skool trip or something~ baaaaah~

BYE!

ps: its hawt its hawt lah awak~ haha






12:38 PM




Monday, June 11, 2007



HOLDING HANDS TOUCHING BUTTS

That's Hot!

hahahahhahahaha~

and "someone" saw it right infront of his eyez.. waawaawaa
im good~

ayte going outzie with my nutzie~
i gv up ppl.. won't be any "laling" or whatever shits YOU GUYZ call it!
!PEACE!

BYE!

*im not a man hater yaw! i juz dun feel like i nd u ppl in my life! heh~






10:36 AM




Saturday, June 09, 2007



EDITED PIX YAW!!

me and yana taken during our lepaking at SAC



ayu! ayu(are you) Sleeping? hehe i took this pic..mcm style.. mcm faham~



me,nana and nutz after our study group @ airport yaw!



a pic of me and ifa.. miss her lots..



pix taken when hudadada come down to our skoolz for netball match~



last pic? dun ask.. juz feel like edit it.. ahaha..


update again..
soon soon!
BYE!






6:56 PM










my day? hmm
ok2 at first.. then bit piss off in da middle of it.. then im back to normal..
ala2 PMS..
ahakz~ k mepekz

so today mtng was GREAT!
i gt to meet my juniors.. haha kk im seniors now.. kekekekek~
well there lotsa em okiez..
bu i only remember my QD class faces jer.. hihihi

seniors kecohz nak mampz..
pity kim coz everyone attackd him haha!
SC SC SC SC!
ok stop..

and so after mtng we played some icebreaking games..
which kim "kena" lagi..
and yesh me too.. basket lah korang~
second games was so troublesome..
i manage to run away from u knw who and gt myself into other grp..
hehehhehe pandai fina..
oh and my junior accidentally touch my butt.. ahhahahaha funny okiez..
dun wanna mention who lah.. paisey ok~
2nd game very "touchy2" game lah sey.. waawaawaa~
so end up both kept on saying sorry to each other.. waawaawaa~
but its fun n complicated..
idk if kaiming took any pic.. i'll upload it if i can gt it soon okiez..

after the icebreaking games.. we continue our mtng. wah lotsa things to do..
my hols dun seem like hols sey..
and OMG i juz gt all my schedule for BL...
and2.. it clash wit some of my HOLS plan! aiyo how uh~
im nt confirm yet.. hv to recheck..
so hopefully tak clash ngan 65&hope thingy~

oklah after mtng went off to cafe1 n eat.. after that we went to musuem..
haha really we went to the national museum..
my weird idea of wasting time.. well its free btw.. after six free admission..
heh~

reach home.. online.. yahoo~
kim add me on msn which i frgt to add him 2 wks ago.. abeh marah~ haha
sorry lah busy sey.. tak teringat~ haha
i online.. check frenster..myspace n listen to music.
chat2 until now.. coz my MON also dah ngantuk..
ok lah gtg nw.. continue soon..
pics will be upload soon if im not lazy okiez?














2:07 AM




Friday, June 08, 2007



one word..

BORED!!

haha~
no plan sey today.. so i juz stay at home waste moi time..
online,listen to music,edit pics oh n i frgt to call my lalingz yana~
geez forgt!! sorry lalingz ku!
oh and i chat with lotsa ppl..
frens,enemy(haha),new frens oh like almost everyone!
im a free thinker nw.. EH?!!
haha

oh and tomorrow is friday.. ok2 i NOW is friday.. its 1 plus in da morning btw~
tired lah sey..

been chatting with lotsa ppl lately to make myself busy n NOT thinking bout well him~
heh~
im a fool i knw it.. heh~
oh thankz MON aka apissht!
kamu sangat2 baik~ haha
lets PMS together again n hate guyz... HAHA
funkek lah you!

oh wellz im shagged..
nd to sleep n rest..
gonna meet meena n go skool with her...
oh yesh ppl i gt skool lah!!
BL meeting!
haha
plan to meet meena down ma blk n dragon too but dragon mau naik bus which i dun like lah..
haha
so end up me n meena..
so so.. hope i gt to see messy hair jr as im being told by ayu that he's april intake..
haha if my messy hair snr come skool also best!!
i hope he gt mtngs too~
hee ok fina mepek!

klah bye all







1:25 AM




Wednesday, June 06, 2007



salutation yaw..
yesh2. i knw long tyme no update kan kamu2..
im so sorry been busy with exams, skools,aunt n uncle wedding etc etc..

previous post?
F**k dun even wanna talk about it..
im too shocked!

im ok now..
thanks to bestfwen!
and yana!! u too okiez!!
and n dimple thank you for ur listening ears..haha online? listening ears? haha nvm!
apissht gila! shoulder to cry on lah haha~

okiez i dun wanna blog about it btw.. its too err painful?
hell yah..

so.. its JUNE 6th btw!! and im HOLIDAY-ing lah sey!!
wooohhooo!!
less stress..
think i did ok2 for my OFC but as for my CRN.. err im NOT sure! teehee~
btw for the past few days im not feeling well..
idk.. idk..
ppl kept on asking me what's wrong? why i look very pale? why im moody? etc2..
well maybe im stress with my studies n err "that incident"(F**k!)
yana i promise u i go n c doctor kan? hmmm ok2.. thankz for everything!

lately.. Siput been sms me which i dun knw why.. kiwekz itu anakz..
he even wanna move to my blk n be my neighbour? haha ape sajer jer tau..
so i told him i'll run away if he did that... (mcm faham~) and he said if i run..
he'll catch up.. pegeduh siput.. "catch me if u can..." hah~ Go figure ppl where i use that nick.. haha...
siput2... pelan2 uh..
CLOSED!
im juz protecting my heart.. is that bad?
i dun think so!

okiez. back to skool... after my last paper.. went lepaking at Student activity centre and watch horror movie.. which i laugh all the way till the end.. haha
u knw me.. i won't scream but laugh out loud~
weirdo me!
after that faiz msg me telling me that he's waiting for me at cafe1.. and so i told him i;ll be there in 5 mins time.. asked well begged my two lalingz ayu n nutz to accomany me since the rest BL r on their way.. so both accompany me! THANKZ eh...
korang tau aku tau dah cukup...

meetings.. damn bored.. first because u knw who~ then because im getting bored with the teacher lah.. he kept on repeating everythng! damn that cher! heh~
after mtng meet lalingz at cafe and we hd a drink while lepaking..
guess2 who we saw? hahahahaha Abg2 YT!!
waaaaa~ paisey yaw..
ok stop here..

so exam's over.. now im worried bout my result..
hope.. well hope i'll pass!!
heh~

klah blog getting BORING coz i dun even knw what to type lah sey.,.

oh btw...
someone's been lying to me.. u knw who u are..
i knw it..
heh~
nvm kamu..
as long as kamu happy..
idc!
frens? im not sure kamu..
my trust for u dah "KURENG"!!

BTW PPL IM NOT 16,17,18,19,20 etc okiez!!!!
im 23!!!!
k uh.. mendakz!
BYE!













3:10 AM