ps: and i hvn't sleep since yesterday! pffft~ teehee~
Outzie!
-Fina-

ayee ermm yah.. a "basi" update frm me.. lolzz
ouhgayzz look at da time it's erm 4.38am jyeah and im still awake!
haaa.. i can't sleep again.. pfft~
the weather is too hot and i can't sleep~ ok bedek ehk.. alasan jer~
ayte..
so last sat i went out with nadz and ayu to akhim's 18 birthday party at his house.
and yes the weather is HOT HOT HOT.. and bedok? ahhahaa HOTTEST place yaw!
ok fina mepek~ crapz!
ayte so we are the earlybirdz! the first to reach his house.. and so we help out abit with the birthday party preparation. nadz accidentally cut her finger while cutting the fruits.(apelah!)
akhim's mum is very friendly and fun! teehee.. she remind me of yana's mum only tat yana's mum is DAMN F-U-N-N-Y! she's a natural! EHK?
ayte few mins after we help out a couple came err its akhim's primary skool fren if im not wrong.. then after that another fren which akhim said that he is his bestfriend.. yah i tink so~ thn while we were busy laughing and talking crapz.. i saw penguin at the door.

Nadia and Penguin lolzz and i shout "PENGUIN!!" lolzz everyone look at me.. *ok paisey!*
i miss her lah.. long time nvr see her ok~ she came with nadia. woowee~ BL oooii~
yada2.. thn we eat..laugh..watch HIGH SCH MUSICAL 2!! (i force myself to watch it! haha) thn some more ppl came and we start the cutting cake ceremony~ CEEEWAAHH!

i swear he really lose weight OK!CUTE kan? CUTE kan? CUTE kan?
last pic taken with b'day boy!
after that off we went to bedok interchange.. gaaaahh~ my red shoes been killing my feet! so i bought a very cheap2 slipper haha the only cheapest slipper i can find in bedok..ciwawa tull it cost me $4.90!! basket~ i can get more cheaper thn that ehk!
and its PINK! tak fave sey~ lolzz


oh thn nadz hd to go home.. so me and ayu went to bugis..
window shop.. and suddenly we r hungry! EHK? funny rite?
and we kinda crave for SUSHI! ahakz!
and so we went to cold storage and bought SUSHI!! yayness! and2.. not forgetting.. my super duper fave MEIJI chocolate milk!
SEDAP ok! :)

feeling2 fear factor! :p
sushi sushi sushi

feeling2 fear factor II
mOO?
I call it "The Poppye's Smile"went to national library..yeah she wanna check her friendster.. around 8.15pm we walk to city hall.. thn took bus 61. ayu wanna take bus 166 frm my house bus stop. heh~
so... we cam whored inside da bus uh.. lolzz
:)

so i send ayu to the bus stop and wait till her bus came..
after that.. i went home straight away.. damn tired.
reach home.. online..
had a few conv with frens and something i really2 wanna avoid happened..
see i dun wish to update about it now.. maybe some other tyme..
but yana.. im glad u ask and i felt a lil bit better now.
thank you!

i slept late around 2 plus..

and when i woke up for progress class.. i had migrane and fever..
so i told my sis that im not going for PC.. and i packed all my teaching materials and gv fyque to pass it to my CM or whoever took over for my class.
pffft~
so i took med and went to sleep..

ok.. this is a "basi" post indeed~ KENTAL sak fina~ haha

BORING kan?
i knw..
lolzz

ayte i'll continue my KENTAL stories in another section coz if i continue it here..
it will look more like an essay~ ROFL!!

till here..

-Fina-

Being humble is more than a tactic for getting people to like you -- it's the sign of a healthy ego.
PEACE!!

latest news:
i've received lotsa phone calls today starting in da afternoon! i dun knw who!
kept on calling me.. thn whn i pick it up there's no answer!
and juz now around 11 plus another call.. i pick it up said hello2.. thn u say "sorry wrong no."
WTF?
and another call around 12am.. another wrong number?
like WTF WTF WTF!! oh and its nt da same no. all different~
my prepaid's getting low coz of all this.. oh yah i can juz ignore it and nvr pick up but what if it's important? haix~
oh and the phone still ringing few mins ago~
who da hell are u ppl uh?
stop calling me can?
pffffffffffffffttttttt!!

Latest News 2:
CONGRATULATION to cik izal and cik wani!
baby's out! haha
ALYA? wowweeeee must be CUTE! (like me! LOLZ)


hookayzz.. i overslept and reach skool around 3pm LOLZZ..
and cvc is full of new,old,confused,lost,bored,happy,tired,sleepy FACES!
ahakz~
so me and sis went the first counter and check my forms and2.. OMG!! i forgot to bring my giro form.. pfft~ lucky they told me tat i can submit it to my CA on da first day of skool... teehee~
thn meet nennoo!! haha yah she'll be joining simei-anz baybeh~ SM course! lolzz
and munirah? sis frens too erm she's nursing if im not wrong uh..
whn i was about to go in cvc.. somebody tap on my shoulder.. i turned and saw.. serene!
lolzz wth~ she's still at skool.. lolzz
thn off we went in cvc and take our number.. (which me idiotic me.. took the wrong counter no. end up hv to take another.. baahh~ thanks elisa for telling me~ teeeheee~)
oh yah in cvc mt lotsa familiar faces like.. Faiz,Elisa,David,Shane and akhim's fren.. i frgt his name~ haha..
yada yadayadayada... we need to take pix for our ezlink AGAIN! pfft~
thn off we went to buy skool uniform..
and this is the most "i dun like and i dun gv a damn" part..
as per normal..
there's no MAROON polo tee!!!
aaaaaaarrrgghhh!
and2.. i gt one size bigger!!! the rest sold out! no stock! pfffffffttt~
i end up buying a blouse and 2 set of WHITE polo tees which i hv to go and make alteration!!
wtf..
i swear uh.. when skool starts im gonna stalk all the peepz wearing maroon polo tees.. LOL
basket nvr left at least one for me sia!
ok..........CRAP!

ok fast forward...
had my "breakfast + lunch" at TM mc'donald thn off we(me,fiqa and toink2) went to queensway..
fast forward...
reach home...
online..
haha

klah im tired till here..
BYE!

-Fina-

saiful ikhram wrote: ai fina....saje nak kacau awak..
FiNa SyKe wrote: haha hello there..
saiful ikhram wrote: yeah im hear,fina...

well i nvr reply his last msg.. lolzz
and i dun tink he understand my msg..
ROFLMAO!!!

ayeee i nd to report myself to skool tomorrw..
and i can't stop thinking..
NASI AYAM 1000 ISLAND!
thn
POOF!!!
GONE!
i forgot...
they are having their holz!
and tsk tsk tsk....
wasted sey daydream and crave for it..
ahakz~
amek kau!

oh yah.. not fair! not fair!!
why do biz student always gt the last day of everything?
graduation day - last day...
report to skool - also last day..
good lah report at 2pm not like others 9am.. but thn..
confirm... uniforms are mostly OUT OF STOCK!
the kewl2 colours.. i confirm again..
will be OUT OF STOCK!
nabey~ (opps!)
geramz uh~
that's why i end up with blue polo tee last yr! aaarrgghhh!
maroon and white HOT HOT choices lah kan..
pffft~
so pls...PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE spare some maroon coloured tees for me CAN?
ahaaaaaaaaakkkkkzzz!!!
fina dah start men-CRAP!!

klah..
i wanna watch TV now..
BYE!

Today is all about accepting things the way they are, and moving on... yay!

ayee im officially sick.com ok..
woke up late today.. headachezzzzzz pfft~
had a simple breakfast and thn hd my med.. after that help clear some things and thn..
prepare the paperwork for tomorrw.
and now.. im online~ geeegee..
bored uh.. sore throat! gaahh~
klah will update again.. i wanna go get some sleep. teehee~
ok NOT! i'll juz type whatever i want k..
booya!

i can't wait for tomorrw.. my superduper plan is... to go skool thn meet up with some frenz and thn outing with cuzzie.. bt if im still sick thn i'll juz stix to go skool thn off to home sweet home.. :p

fri i've made up my mind to stay at home and hv enuf rest.. coz saturday i hv to come down and help out with the PC launch ceremony etc thn gt practise till idk wat tyme.. and sun hv to wake up early and report at 8am... like wtf.. rumah aku blakang esbok kan? ahhahaha nvm..
i'll do anythng for my P1 ok!! can't wait to see em! and2.. camera is a MUST bring item this sat and sun!! woowee~

fri shar ask me to come down play netball with her n her frenz.. and yah i can't.. lol
this sat gt netball match at kallang 5pm.. but thn i hv to be absent again due to my PC activity..
thn sunday after the ceremony nadz plan to hv a meet up with all the lalingz but non of em are free.. so maybe end up i'll be chilling around with nadz or maybe sis or cuzzie.. TBC.. haha
omg i miss lots of netball match this yr.. pffftt~ and juz whn i am really2 free.. there's not netball match at all.. haiz..
nvm.. i hope there'll be a match next wk.. or at least im free to come down for training.. **winkz**

oh yah see this conversation of me with dennis.. lolzz aku miss my ite frenz! OG!!! pfft~

顺杰- really miss you...really love you...willing to wait for you... says:
tomorrow you going back to school....?
**FinaSyke** says:
Yup
顺杰- really miss you...really love you...willing to wait for you... says:
what time
**FinaSyke** says:
u also rite? urs wat tyme?
顺杰- really miss you...really love you...willing to wait for you... says:
9 to 12
**FinaSyke** says:
mine's at 2pm
顺杰- really miss you...really love you...willing to wait for you... says:
omg
顺杰- really miss you...really love you...willing to wait for you... says:
can't see you
**FinaSyke** says:
ya lor..
**FinaSyke** says:
u wait till 2pm with the rest lah.. LOL
顺杰- really miss you...really love you...willing to wait for you... says:
dun want
顺杰- really miss you...really love you...willing to wait for you... says:
tomorrow after i finish i going out with friend
**FinaSyke** says:
aiyo
**FinaSyke** says:
nvm skool starts all can meet up..
**FinaSyke** says:
ayay
顺杰- really miss you...really love you...willing to wait for you... says:
haha
顺杰- really miss you...really love you...willing to wait for you... says:
yes


why different timing? coz they take other courses.. lolzz..
not gonna be in da same class.. waarrgghh~
klah2..
im tired..
till here...

BYE!

OMG!! Fina is FAT! FATTY BUM2 CHUBBY CHEEKZ!!
sesungguhnyer aku put on weight since skool holz thn super lazy to turn up for netball training, always "lepakz", go eat and eat with frenz.. omg omg omg!
juz look at da pix above.. taken recently with nadz ermm few wks ago? yah b4 she went for her KL trip..
ok tatz not da point.. haha
main important thing is.. aku dah makin meng-ah FAT! like BIG! lolzz
oh yah.. add up bonus point for my eyebagz!! i can put groceries in it! EHK?! pffftt~

ayte.. so today.. i juz went out with my bro.. yah made a pinky promise to him tat i'll follow him to IKEA today.. so off we go.. bought da super sexy red carpet and boxes ermm.. what else ehk? oh yah 8pcs of small square mirror.. yay!

abit stress in da afternoon.. lolzz PMS uh..
listen to mooooossiixx thn mum bought for me nasi goreng with cocklez!! fave2!
ermm thn "cik jo" came and took all the things mum wanna gv my aunt..

klah.. nothing much overall... my day juz.. SUX!
geeegeeee~

ayte till here... oh yah i hd to cancel going out with akhim tomorrw..
going out with bro again.. lunch with cuzzie! yay!
YUP2.... lunch.. meaning... = getting BIG in da tummy! waaakakakaka~
next wk! NETBALL training... cannot "cabut!!"
teehee~

k dah!
BYE!!!!!!


-Fina-

i love you Lisa Wong, Alfian, Ying Yee, Aqilah, Anthea, Adlynna and Jia Ming!
1A1 ROX!
not forgetting my other class 1A4 Syauqi, Rohaizat, Ang Li Tong, Chandra, Lim Si Jia and Ryain! korang pun gerekz!
Gaaaaaahhhh i miss em LOTZ!! woowee~
ok2.. letz be fair ayte.. i love all my pri one mentees!! ALL! frm 1A1 TO 1A4!
u kidz really made my day!

so today as usual assembly.. i reach at da cc 3mins b4 9.30am.. haha
greet cik zin first on my way to class, thn mt up with the other mentors.. woowee i didn't come last wk so kinda miss em too.. thn we went to the assembly and mt the rest of the mentees.
Once i stand infront of my class anthea and the rest can't stop asking why i didn't come last wk.. aaawww CUTE sey! i told em im here today not going anywhere and i miss em alot! haha alfian non stop telling me stories about his JB trip.. lolzz eeeee Cute lah!!! :p

For P.1 we didn't go to our class as we nd to use the assembly corner for our EP today and so we had our EP at the assembly corner with lotsa FUN,laughter,noise etc...
we played da addition games coz that's what they're learning for the 2nd term, i can't stop smiling frm ear to ear! yes2 they really2 are CUTE nak mampz!
erm.. i did join em too.. haha feeeelliinggggggg uh!
Gaaaaaaahhhhh i shld bring my camera...damn it! huhuhu.. nvm.. i'll bring it every sunday starting frm next wk ok~
yadayayayaadaaaaaaaaaa.... fast forward..

ayte2.. after our EP.. back to class and starts our lesson..
i miss my class (1A1) but thn hv to follow da timetable given so today is term2 week2 so my first class will be 1A4.. nvm.. oh yah syauqi is absent today.. yada yada yada.. we go thru our english topical test paper together.. and they will also gt their achievement record bk for em to bring home and "show off" abit to their parentz. LOLZZ
ayte i did da same thing to my class after that.. oh yah i wanna congratulate to all! u did great!
oh yah i gv em somethng.. each of em gt a big name tag. teehee its for em to use it in class and during games etc.. lolzz me and my crazy ideas.. well they LOVE it!! all of em Dun wanna keep it in their bags they hold it till end of class.. haha CUTE!!!!!

YING YEE frm my class!! she's the TOP for the Whiz kidz chart! YAY! my class! HAPPY OK!
she gt full mark ok!! 100/100
YIPEEEEEEEEE!
kk stop it ehk~
12.30pm sharp its time to go home!
my class.. the craziest class.. haha all 7 of em.. run to me and gimme a super tight HUGGGGGIIIIEEESSS!!! and2 then... they i mean it.. all of em (leader no one else of course it's LISA WONG! haha") well they PINCH MY CHEEKZ!! VAH! aaarrggghhh!
so i pinch em back.. haha pinching WAR!
kk they are cute cute super cute.. precious ppl i ever knw.. haha
so i send em downstairs.. hug again and wave em gdbye..
next wk all of em hv to come and wear their skool uniform.. can't wait! woowee~

ayte after PC we had to quickly do our target setting papers thn submit to our CM coz they want it before lunch.. Geeeegeeegeee.. P1 DONE! best kan? lolzz not fair lah coz easy to mark wad.. pffftt~
after lunch we hv mtng.. mostly about our launching ceremony next wk. thn everyone hv to stay back and practice da songs and steps for mentors performance.. teehee~ kewl.. fun..
we laugh more thn we dance and of course i didn't knw da lyric so i do the "strawberry" thingy.. ahakz!

it's Jewel b'day if im not wrong she invited all the P1 mentors to her b'day party..
too bad im too tired so me and fiqa went home straight, not sure whether hanisah and fara go or not.. teehee~

reach home.. i tink around 5.30pm watch TV thn sleep till 8pm.. lolzz
i got one missed call frm ikan bilis lolz. thn NADZ lalingz called! Happy2!! she's back frm KL!
yay! can't wait to meet u!

so.... today is my happy day! im happy! get it? I AM HAPPY without any worries.. without any EMO-ing!!!

Daaaaaaaaannggg!!!! i didn't realize tat i've type alot k.. haha
gtta stop it now..

till here thn..
(",)

- Fina -

I got the feeling that you can't seem to see,
Where you want to be.
And lately it ain't been the same at all.
When you're here its like I'm invisible
I still can't seem to see where I went wrong.
Cause I'm feeling...

What am I to do
When my heart says leave
But my feet won't move
And you haven't even said two words to me
I'm trying hard to give you another chance
But I'm feeling...

I'm feeling really unappreciated.
You taking my love for granted, babe.
and I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
And lately I've been feeling...
Feeling unappreciated...

when I first met you
I thought you was the most perfect man
That I ever seen
I still don't understand why
You treat me like you do
I use to give into your lies
But now I see the truth
no I don't want to hear it i'm through
Yea I know I'll still be missing you
But it's not worth the pain
That I've gained from you
You make me feel
Unappreciated...

Is there a better place
To be right now
Than to be home
Listening to the crickets’ sounds
Outside the windows
Is there a better place
To be right now
Than in the bed
Closing my eyes
Falling into a deep sleep
To forget about the days
Forget about the nights
Forget about you

Heartbroken
Nothing better than to sleep
To forget that you are gone
To forget your lies
Forget the way
You told me
You never loved me
Forget the way
You looked at me
When you left me
I want to forget
I want to leave this world
Close my eyes
Fall to sleep to stop the heart
From beating

I block my ears
From hearing the sounds
Like your voice
Like when you sing to me
Those lovely songs
They sounded to tender
Now they kill me
They hurt me
I don’t want to hear anything
Don’t want to hear the waves
Hitting against the sand
Don’t want to hear the birds
Chirping outside the windows
Don’t want to see my face
Don’t want to see you
Don’t want anything
That has to do with you
I want to close
I want to block away
The world to stop the pain
In my heart
I want my heart to stop beating
To stop bleeding
From your words
Your lies