you move my mind even by looking at your back

you love me like my heart will explode

where are you?

whisper to me now

I love you...

Will you reply me this?

Look back

im right next to you

even if you don't know

my heart will explode loving you always

im here next to you

i want to say now

I love you.

i wish you would....

:'(

Ya Allah please guide me, i don't want the old me to come back and haunt me.

I don't want to see ppl around me suffer.

I don't want my heart closed again like before.

I don't want to be the hard hearted mean girl again and neither be too soft hearted.

my eyes are swollen, now i can't lie to anyone that im sick coz it's been two days of non stop crying alone... can't even cry it out loud. Yes im crying every second, my eyes were red, my face don't even need to describe it. im so crushed, im having alot of thing to think, My heart, Him, my family, business, work, friends and i don't know which i need to put first. Because everything is important to me.

When the time you really need him and he's not there to even be a friend who always be there for me. tsk.

:(

all i want is now is just a friend, a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on.

I don't wanna fght no more.

Meanwhile i pity Mosha, she fall down and hurt herself pretty bad. I assume she went for her part time 007 again and she fall. Why did u have to all this?? why? Please be strong because if u are not i might just follow your footsteps too. :(((((

Everything is damn chaotic!!

im out!

how can i change the big head monster to normal? :(

I was the one who hurt him by telling him to leave, i don't know why i cry. the story i had in mind, the love that i tried to ignore, i should put them behind and let it go. The more i love him the more i'll be missing him.

So just leave me i wil hide my tears tho i know im not good at it. Please be happy wherever you will be. someday everything will fade away and this moment will be remembered as a blurry memory,that's what i hope. Eventho we cried alot while we were together we were still happy and the love that you gave me is good enough for me to live on.

It's impossible for me to understand what's going through a guy's heart. You told me that i was special i believed you and it was my happiness. You should have told me that your feelings had faded as i had no idea and i continued to depend on you. Although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you because i am a girl, to whom love is everything. They say when you give a guy all he wants he quickly gets bored and now i know that's the truth, i fall in love, gives him all my heart and now my heart is broken again. Im in so much pain, more pain than i can bare, because im still in love with you but i just can't forget every single word that hurts.

Dear Thameem

Someone told me once..

we look good together and it's a great thing that we met...

that we will be together till the end, we were before...

memories are a beautiful thing, it was like that before...

Everything is a lie...

Let's break up.

let's stop seeing each other even if we get sad lets smile at our memories because its the last thing i can possible say it to you, remembering and not remembering let's just leave it as it is..

all those happy times, the times that we just laughed i'll give it all back to you.

the tears we shed, i'll take it so that you can leave with a smile.

i lived to this day for you more than anyone because i know you better. now i got to let you go be happy with our break up.

erase the love we shared together and live like that.

goodbye