Is there a better place
To be right now
Than to be home
Listening to the crickets’ sounds
Outside the windows
Is there a better place
To be right now
Than in the bed
Closing my eyes
Falling into a deep sleep
To forget about the days
Forget about the nights
Forget about you
Heartbroken
Nothing better than to sleep
To forget that you are gone
To forget your lies
Forget the way
You told me
You never loved me
Forget the way
You looked at me
When you left me
I want to forget
I want to leave this world
Close my eyes
Fall to sleep to stop the heart
From beating
I block my ears
From hearing the sounds
Like your voice
Like when you sing to me
Those lovely songs
They sounded to tender
Now they kill me
They hurt me
I don’t want to hear anything
Don’t want to hear the waves
Hitting against the sand
Don’t want to hear the birds
Chirping outside the windows
Don’t want to see my face
Don’t want to see you
Don’t want anything
That has to do with you
I want to close
I want to block away
The world to stop the pain
In my heart
I want my heart to stop beating
To stop bleeding
From your words
Your lies
ps: i miss you soo much, i love you but i hate you.... :(