hello..
im bored at home..
from noon till now..
i do some pic editing old pic.. new pic..
some i think nice.. some r not. haha
so here its goes..
i'll post only the one i think is nice okiez..
btw heard that nadh's been hospitalised..
awak ok or nt? im so sorry i can't visit you nadh..
well nadh pls do take care of urself okiez? yaya told me u've been discharged..
oh well.. hope u r k now..
im missing all my frens from myspace and online frens..
dearest cuzzie!! all of u are being missed by me!!
can't wait to meet ya lovely peepz soon...

might nt be online too often as i'll be having my MAJOR ecxamintaions soon..
need the time to study..
promise ayu to do study group like last time..
so im pretty busy with it..
sorry if i dun update much ayte..

oh ok.. gtg go now!!

BYE!

PS: mish you truckloads but idk u won't believe me.. so yah.. hmm..

today.. NO skoolz!!
yeah no more friday class..
and im so so tired.. haha
plan to hv n outing with my lalingz yotz!
end up cancelling it.. coz im tired n so r they..

yesterday..
stress day lah sey..
im in my own world again..
migrane lagi..
i hate it mayne..
and test.. was like oh so dam hard lah!!
why? coz i didn't study..
i didn't revise..
its my fault..
im so so stooooopppiidd!!
its nt that i dun try..
i tried revising every single notes..
but end up..
my brain went "BLANK"!!
like OMG!!!
so i juz wrote what i knw..
end up gt no time to read the compre.. WTF!!
so i juz answer anyhows..
classmates walks by.. also i nvr layan.. coz im not finish yet!!!
im so so stressed!!
terris,nutz,yana,zura,elsa? n many more said something to me.. which i dun even knw what..
coz im soo damn stress and in my own world.. heh~ bleh gitu?
sorry guyz!

after im done.. i think im da last one..
i did the survey and i try to fake again!!
my fake smile.. my fake yes n no..
my fake laugh.. oh oh i gtta stop this maayynnee..

after test i went straight to the toilet.. dee told me nutz mt us at toilet.. oh so thats what she was telling me when im doing my test!! hehehe sorry!
after that we went to lev 3 and wait for my roleplay exam..
damn! i juz read thru.. im such a failure!!
i laugh in da beginning of my roleplay which i hd to apologies to my teacher and ask for replay.. hehehe.. WTH... i knw dee kinda bored.. sorry.. its too funny.. i juz can't stand it.. hv to laugh..
glad that its over nw. cher said im doing good only that i frgt one of the parts or somethign..
so all goods lah sey..
oh and i knw.. i can't gt any of the top 5 post for my OFC mock test!! GOSH..Mdm gonna be mad at me.. monday confirm kena nag!! aaarrgghh!!

lepakingz at skool after my whole stress periodz.. haha
with ayu n nutz..
cafe1 then forum.. then mlc..
until 6pm..
mlc.. boring!!
almost fall asleep in mlc hookayz!! oh what a boring noon..
getting more awake when apiz..vishnu fren online..
chat2 laugh2 non-stop.. ok at least he makes me awake!! haha
funny to da funkek lah him..
oh oh and why i didn't go home? me n my lalingz kena wait for joanna coz she borrow ayu shoes.. haiz.. sc thingy uh..
so we wait until 6.30 like that..
reach CP 8 plus.. meet sis.. then we go survey hp...
omg HP!!!
i nd a new one badly!!

somewhere in CP...
i saw Rashid!!!!
Rashitd T!!!
hahaha
oh well he saw me first!!
waaaaahhhh paaaiiisssseeeyyy.. im in skool uniform...
waaawaaawaaa
and he's with his family thats mean cikgu also!!!
waaahhh double paiiiissseeeyy...
i smiled but i dun think cikgu recognize me.. heh~

ok2.. reach home 9 plus i think..
damn tired..
online... and watch american idol..
haha..
chat with apiz si funkek again..
and mafia,lalingz yana,gangster and rashid t.. haha
then half way fall asleep.. until 12 like that..
like omg..i quickly went to my pc n check..
waaahhh lotsa msg i nvr reply...
aiyoyoyoyoyoyo sorry all...
guess im too tired..
so i juz went offline.. switch off pc and went to bed..
hehehehe...

klah what a long updatez sey..

guess im...

SO SO BORED LAH SEY!!! NOTHING TO DO AT HOME!!!!

heh~

i wanna go out..
i want new hp!!!
sis please come home soon with my new hp pls!!!
i want tat hp.. tat one...
i want.....

kk

BYE!!

ps: hey kamu.. idk whats wrong with me.. i wanna frgt u but i can't... hmm~ im missing u more..

im in my own world today!!
"feelingless" fina! waawaa~
i dun care bout others around me..
heck care habis...
i juz talk to everyone i met~
i say hi to err everyone!!
including the one i hate most..
heh~
i sux at doing my presentation..

but2... my team won the best stall something2..
for my sbm project..
cher said marketing was good..
chey2.. c lah who's da marketing manager.. heh~
kk perahsanatan me!

oh and today i ate nasi ayam thousand island you! sedap!

after skool took train with hafiz,dimple,aleya,nutz n ayu..
dimple owe me one secret.. so he told me..
nw i gt 2 and he gt 1 of mine~ haha
dah mcm game~
waawaawa~
dun worry lah.. ur siput secret r safe with me..

and2 today.. me,aleya,her kermit,ayu n nutz went to woodlands and help aleya with her dad b'day gift..
kecohz!
glad that her dad fit2 kai the baju smart.. weeewiiit!! haha

oh btw!
i hv nt revise my script n ofc!!
OMG!!
i gtg now..
mau crash study!! haha
gd luck for me!!
heh~

BYE!

ps: i dun knw my feelings towards u now.. confuse!!

hello ppl.. nothing much to update.. today skool was great..
first stop crn.. going thru some units and teacher brief us about our coming exams..
crn exams kinda best coz there r no study case!!! waawaawaa~
but its kinda hard too coz we hv to study unit1 to unit7 okiez! wah lau wey..

after crn.. ofc.. wah tired.. hv to do minutes and email..
then after that we party till the end.. waawaawaa
its da day for the april n may babies!!
yeah!!
we had fun tho we only played one game..
haha
pass the bottle games and the forfeits r they hv to do truth or dare.. haha
fun2. everyone try to aim at the boys and of course our dearest CA mdm CT!!haha
what a fun day.. waawaawaa~

tomorrw gt last sbm lesson each grp hv to do last presentation..
and guess what.. being soo da last minute.. hv nt even started sia~
haaaizzz.. free rider, malas rider,heck care rider.. WTF!!


klah.. i gtg now.
dah malas nak update uh... account lum settle.. aiyoyo~
klah..

BYE!

mish2 kamu.. mau cubit!!!!!! hah~

yeah!! blogger back to normal mayynee~
im a one happy laaadddyyyy.. woohoo..
ok i gtg now.. haha
short updatez..
im doing good..
im feeling good..
sbm project done!
osa exam done!
left only 3 more subjects..
thurs is my CRN roleplay..
then after that have to prepare for the two major examz!!
OFC and CRN examz!!
oh btw..
IM SICK!!! again~
dun knw lah..

kk toodlez!

ps: i mish mish mish mish mish KAMU!!! ;p

bit better now.. had my ups n my downs.. but im still me.. only that lack of sleep n rest..
exams coming soon.. so won't be updating much about my skool life etc.. sorry peepz n in da mood pun..
btw hudadada thankz for the maroon uniform.. makasih ya~
Fish.. thanks for everything..
Lalingz.. thanks for understand moi situation..
i love u ppl very much!!
lalingz and laling too!!
LURB2..
BYE!

i laugh alot this past few weeks.. and now.. im not laughing.. im the opposite..
im hurt... hurts so much that i cried myself to sleep..
im having a very bad headache..
im so sorry if i didn't update much nowadayz..
i dun feel like going skool or classes today...
im so so hurt that i dun even wanna see anyone or talk or laugh..
i nd the time to myself..
im sorry ppl if i didn't talk or contact anyone.. i nd some space..

Fish.. thnkz for everything.
thanks for the song..

Friends?

BYE!

i dun knw what to say.. seems like im having soo much probz..
and its making me stress!!
every now and then im getting headache.. sudden one..
main attack aje.. sakit tau!!
been thinking too much maybe..
not enuf sleep.. and i think im qualified enuf to called myself an eyebagz grower~ haha

study been ok2 lah.. since skool started err 3 wks ago? yeah.. i've been slacking and skipping most of my classes.. and always do my skool stuff at the very last minute nak mampz~

btw tot of quiting BL.. haha..
i dun knw lah.. i mean i like BL but i dun like this particular someone..
only told bout this matter to fish n my yotz..
irritating u knw that someone..
ok2.. hell no im quiting BL juz becoz of HIM!
let him be perahsantan sendri.. bodohz!

went to watch spiderman3 on wednesday with da rest of my BL buddies..
we had fun except the part that idiotz do something which i dun like.. bodohz!
bodohz and another bodohz for 3mins.. no make it 30mins of bodohz!!!!

fish came to skool today.. and im having a very bad headache n feverish..
im so sorry ok..
i knw u wanna buy tht dark choc.. but im having a sore throat. so next time yar?
sorry if my lalingz all kacau2.. haha i didn't tell em bout it ok.. they found out bout it.. tru my hp msg.. sorry tau!
oh and yah now i knw ur voice..i mean i can hear ur voice lah. haha finally~

dragon msg me again asking bout the funfair.. im not feeling well askd him to go ahead without me.. told him to contact meena to go with him lor..
but he said he will wait until im feeling well then we all can go together.. haha ko nyer pasal lah dragon.. anythng u pay uh.. haha

yesterday was my presentation for ofc.. which i gt headache in da middle of it.. and it become worse when the first grp showed some awful pic of dead babies.. omg.. pity em and it is gross ok!! almost threw up~ haha
and cun2!!! jahat!! kept on hinting at me!! mcm paham uh ko vishnu!!
supposed to come down for BL meeting but i skip... haha

b4 presentaion.. saw that irritating he wave n calle dmy name which i juz wave back without looking at him.. haha and i gt a msg from him asking why im "sombong"? WTF!!

klah headache coming back..
gtg now..

im confuse!!! why all this and now?
one.. then two.. then three.. then four.. and now err 6 ok!! im speechless!!!!
wth..wth wth wth...
imnot perfect ok!

aiyo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

BYE!

Updated pic!!
more pic coming soon on my next post~

Breaking my heart..
goodbye..

no mood uh!

Love is not a given
You’re not forgiven
But we all easily submit

You have forsaken
What you have taken
So we all still incomplete

I thought we were playing a similar game
And after these years it’s still been the same
And you, of all people, still have your name

What about compromise?
I hold no disguise
You should know better

It’s not I don’t want you, I want you
But I need you to be
A little bit faithful and grateful and loyal to my needs
Don’t think I was selfish, I was selfless
And afterall I’ve given you
It’s not I don’t love you, I love you
Well, at least I try to

Trust is not an object
You could reject
But we all easily believe

You have been waiting
And all I’ve been saying
“Please be there for me”

It’s not like we got a thousand years
I’ve yet to express to you all of my fears
And while you have wasted all of your tears

What about compromise?
Why do I pay the price?
Only you have the answers, answers

It’s not I don’t want you, I want you
But I need you to be
A little bit faithful and grateful and loyal to my needs
Don’t think I was selfish, I was selfless
And afterall I’ve given you
It’s not I don’t love you, I love you
Well, at least I try to

I know I’m not perfect but I deserve respect
And after all that’s said and done
You remain the only one in my heart
It’s not my ego
But if you go
I’d have so much to say
Did we pick a good fight to prove who’s wrong and who’s right?
Can we finally compromise?

It’s not I don’t want you, I want you
But I need you to be
A little bit faithful and grateful and loyal to my needs
Don’t think I was selfish, I was selfless
And afterall I’ve given you
It’s not I don’t love you, I love you
Well, at least I try to

It’s not I don’t want you, I want you
But I need you to be
A little bit faithful and grateful and loyal to my needs
Don’t think I was selfish, I was selfless
And afterall I’ve given you
It’s not I don’t love you, I love you
Well, at least I try to

Can we at least talk about it?
Can we at least compromise?

went to MOE to collect my cert with Nutz in da morning so we skip morning class. err CRN..
then off to simei n had our breakfast.
skool pretty tiring but we had fun.. laughing all day..
after skool mt bro at queensway and then off to town.. accompany him shopping..
bro.. ur new shoe is da ish lah sey!!! jeles nyer!!!

online..
hd fun.. at first..
i dun knw what when n why.. suddenly mood swing!!
im so sorry..
i didn't knw why..
shld i be angry? i dun even knw..
im so sorry..
felt like crying? i dun knw lah..
like aarrgggh..
k uh...
gtg..
even no mood to update..

BYE!

why this sudden feelings sey.. hmmf!