waking up. hope for everything to be better..
sadly.. i feel no much better..
it takes time? hmm.

every second takes him further and further away from me.
i want to go after him.
i want to beg him to stay and never leave my side.
Why couldn't i just tell him what he wanted to hear?
Why couldn't i just tell him i L him?

instead, i say nothing..i do nothing.
i just stand and watch him disappear,
not having the courage to call him back.

a tear runs down my cheek.
somehow know deep in my soul..
l will never forget him.

and i will remember those nights..
those miserable nights when i knew you're the only who could break my heart.
those nights where i found out i'd never find another heartbreaker
it's so sad..
that i've stopped hoping and im giving up.

what about promises?
what about it?
is this gonna work.. we'll see..
am i making the right move? i don't knw.
and i knw im walking away from the trouble in my life..
hmm im tired..

-outzie-