I surrender… I quit through my defeat maybe… just maybe a new life can begin..
hurt so much along the way maybe… just maybe a ray of hope can shine in.
and i knw that tears will never wash away the pain..
somehow… someway maybe… just maybe I can forgive myself for being sucha fool~
Im tired of seeing others in pain..
Im tired of being “strong"!! im weak,im fragile,its gone on way too long.
I don’t know what else to say,im hoping,im dreaming,im begging,im pleading,
oh please..take this feeling away.


and i knw you peepz r concern bout me.. no i ain't any attention seeker..
im sorry if i've made some of u peepz panic or whatever u call it..
im sorry for being soo emo..
i can't help it myself..
those whom i nvr reply ur sms im so sorry its nt that i've gone MIA.. my ppd low. so sorry!
much appreciated to kamu for being there for me im glad that i let it all out.
im ok now. kamu.. you trust me kan? i am ok!! :)
faiqa my gf ku ku la la.. thankz! no i don't think i'll say all that to him.. i knw you gonna say "WTF" fina!! see im too kind i knw. i juz don't want it to turn out "sour" juz because of this.. i don't mind being hurt.. it will hurt me more seeing other ppl well.. getting hurt. get it? hmm~
for now.. i juz want everythng to be ok. and faiqa.. im giving up.. im sorry i knw u gonna super nag at me later on.. im so sorry~ :)

this is for YOU!
awak.. i really don't want all of this turnd our "frenship" sour.
im nt ignoring nor hate you. i'll treat u fair like the rest of my frenz.. juz that i need you to promise me to NEVER EVER mention bout "this" ever again coz it will hurt me more... promise awak.. tho i gv up on promises.. but for this.. im begging you..lets frget about the past.. TC of HER! thank you for everything..
friends? :)

Right now… I’m just tired…

btw yes i pass my examz.. thankz! well thats pretty much cheer me abit~
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-Outzie-