I was the one who hurt him by telling him to leave, i don't know why i cry. the story i had in mind, the love that i tried to ignore, i should put them behind and let it go. The more i love him the more i'll be missing him.

So just leave me i wil hide my tears tho i know im not good at it. Please be happy wherever you will be. someday everything will fade away and this moment will be remembered as a blurry memory,that's what i hope. Eventho we cried alot while we were together we were still happy and the love that you gave me is good enough for me to live on.

It's impossible for me to understand what's going through a guy's heart. You told me that i was special i believed you and it was my happiness. You should have told me that your feelings had faded as i had no idea and i continued to depend on you. Although i say i hate you now, i'll be missing you because i am a girl, to whom love is everything. They say when you give a guy all he wants he quickly gets bored and now i know that's the truth, i fall in love, gives him all my heart and now my heart is broken again. Im in so much pain, more pain than i can bare, because im still in love with you but i just can't forget every single word that hurts.