im sorry for the way i handle situations

im sorry if you think there is no trust
trying to have the last word, knowing our hearts are bent
knowing inside we are fate
telling yourself not to hate
not to hate the one you love
to go with your heart and stay strong
knowing your relationship will last long
having faith in your one and only
despite the bad times and the lonely
laying in bed thinking about tomorrow
what will you do when you see his sorrow
i want to be the one to be there for you
be there,no matter what through all the heart breaks
there will be no more hatred
no more lies
we are there for one another with hellos and goodbyes
be there for me like i will for you
know i want nothing more than to love you

but my love...

Can you just snap and the person you want gone, disappear?
Can you find a way through every problem without shedding a tear?
Can you hate a person that you hold so dear?
Can you find the one you love and have him seem be too good to be real?
All the above is way too hard to be doing it on your own.
And when no one is around to help you out and pick your feet off the ground, you end up spending your nights crying, in your room all alone.
Wishing someone was holding you tight but he's not here tonight.

it's just a lonely feelings i had when you are not around when i need you most and i don't want to deal with anyone else.
i am selfish.
should i let you go?


Forever yours,
-Fin2-