Hello Mr Heartbreaker!
this is for you...

I'm writing you this, telling you how I feel... I am very hurt right now,
I wish it weren't for real... I just can't help myself.
I'm going through a lot... I have so much pain and I feel like I'm falling apart.
but why did it happen?
especially to me,Why was I heartbroken? from all them you can see?
Love hurts so much!! it causes lots of pain ok~ especially when you're heartbroken
and all you want to do is complain...

I feel really sick right now, sick of all the lies, and now you told me that you loved me, when there was someone else Baby.. I can barely type while I sit and cry... there are certain songs I can't listen to, because they tend to remind me of you.
I can't walk anywhere near your house, because I might see you around.
I try, to forget your lies.
and when you decided to leave, you pulled apart my life and I found out my heart was sewn to yours...
When you pulled away, from your arms I was torn and now some other girl can call the chest where I rested my head home and she can tell her friends she is yours... who cares!
but when we meet again we will nullify each other’s feelings.
And devoid past memories of ever loving at all.

Those brown eyes pierce my heart..
over, and over again...
Baby you kiss me in my dreams, but there is no feeling..
Just pain! pain in my soul, pain smeared on my lips, pain all over your skin, pain when I breathe and in my writing...

Broken hearts left with open wounds, somehow yours healed real soon
and unfortunately, I'm still here left with guilt, pain and fear... and i can see that you're all right with no more tears left to fight, but why are things still this way? why are there no words to say?
If we talk we fight and complain... I'm always left with nothing gained.
Baby... I hurt you- then it was your turn and like a candle, I was badly burned...
I made mistakes that I regret..
heh.. big deal, that's life baby..
letz forgive and forget. With so much life I've left to live I know I have even more to give
I'll do my best- with my head held high...
too make mistakes, learn and never cry..again~

Baby.. one day I may lie, with no watery eyes, and guess what baby?
You’ll be the one standing by... I love you so deeply, I love you with all my heart.
But the way you hurt me, you broke me all apart...
Well baby, these are my final words...
I just wanted to say goodbye and I hope you're happy now..that I'm out of your life.

Just remember baby,
you told your friends how you made me cry..
and I told your girlfriend how you full of lies!
Baby.. you can go around saying how you played me, but Baby... remember this...
what goes around comes around Baby you'll see.
and if i have a new boyfriend, i am sure that he's nothing like you!

So Baby...
Roses are red violets are blue.
I'm in love but not with you.
Goodbye Mr Heartbreaker!

-Feena-

ps: i wanna laugh tomorrow. CAN I? pfffttt~