What is love?
Is it trust,
faith,
affection,
time,
security...

The list could go on and on.
It is more of an opinion than fact,
but everyone has experienced love.

The wonderful feeling it is,
having someone wanting you.
A never ending dream.

Someone you could trust with,
your secrets, your life, believing,
they would keep it close to their heart.

Their affection for you was indescribable.
The way they caressed your skin,
with their warm embrace.

Time it seemed didn't exist.
Just the two of you together,
forever lost in your own world.

The only person who makes you feel safe.
While they hold you in their loving arms,
never wanting to let go.

The one who finds you beautiful,
even though you have tears,
running down your face.

The long night spent with one another,
the memories you will share,
never wanting it to end.

So do you know what love is?
Maybe you do, maybe you don't,
but this is what I call, love...

But..it was already ruined...

I hate it,and wish it would just go away.
Wanting to understand it, makes things so much harder.
Trying to get away from it, I cant run far enough. pfft~

Love is pure and beautiful...
Love is amazing and powerful...
But yet love can turn into hate!
Love can destroy you inside out!
Love can turn your world upside down!
am i afraid to love again? YES.
am i afraid to be shattered into a billion piece once again? YES.

so have all of the above make you understand why i need time to think?
i guess you'll understand~

- Fina :(( -