hi. im back.
been MIA for awhile.
been thinking alot too.
and yes been studying POM yesterday for 5 hours. phheeww~
worth it..

half of the probz/stress i had earlier are GONE!
yes yes yes..
i had been thinking about this particular person. lets call this person "lodeh".
i won't mention anythng bad about "lodeh" as im not the type to calculative about what this "lodeh" had done to me and the rest..
say what you want as im done with u since the day u attacked me and really brings me down. :(
but for the past few wks/months u've been putting words in my mouth.
still i'll juz shut my mouth coz it didn't bother me at all as what i had told some of my close frens that im through with you.
the latest news i heard about u that u're quiting skool.. im not that shocked at all as i had sense it from the start that u're nt gonna make it as the course u took doesn't interest u at all,but then when u told ur fren n maybe othrs that u're quiting skool and when i gt to know the reason u quit is because of me. oh wells i juz can't take it anymore as why shld u blame it on me instead of urself. its ur choice, u've made the decision.
why can't u stop blaming on others and start thinking wisely. stop FUCKING blame it on me! sorry.
this is not the first time as i had mention it above that u are doing this to me.
what wrong had i done to you till you really wanna bring me down?
if i could hv one more wish.. i juz want the old u back but i knw.. i can't and i won't want it anyway coz what u did to me really hurts my heart n my soul. i'll hold to mdm siti's advice... "ur close fren can be ur worst enemy". and guess it's true thn. i don't regret having u as one of my best fren and now a stranger. this is sad. i knw but idk i juz can't think of anythng now.
oh wells as for now.. say what u want, i dun really care as there is other things that are more important than involving myself in ur own created probz.
lastly i juz wanna say im through with u, u're juz a stranger to me.

and yes this is juz part of the reason that i've been feeling down lately. heh.
im ok now. heh.

oh wells i didn't knw that this gonna be a damn long post.
the thoughts of blogging about happy things juz went "poof poof poof" due the fact that i can't tolerate it anymore till i blog about it. yeah. typical siolz aku~

ayte letz move on and i shall blog about what other super gayrekz things i had done these few days ok?

i'll be back soon ppl.

:))