the first time it happened i didn't know what to do
my heart seemed to beat different all because of you
you tore my heart to shreds and didn't even care
now not beating at all to start again,
it wouldn't dare shot down a second time
my heart now cried bloody tears
never wanting this to happen to me for it was one of my biggest fears
hiding in darkness the third time came around my heart,
hanging by a thread now hit the ground
and then time seemed to stand still
as the moment replayed over and over in my mind my eyes,
not wanting to see this horrific scene
wanting to go blind now withered and tired
it hurts to beat with so many scars
so many unforgettable memories
now locked behind thick bars

heartbreak by kaylasheray

pffftt omg.. very deep poem...i can really relate to this poem....
:)

read lil nad's blog about.. u knw i knw.. haha~
and thn it struck me...
thinking deep...
suddenly..
wondering to myself what i did wrong...if it was really my fault
without a second thought, i get up... start to head toward the mirror
but instead i start to pace
a war between my heart and mind
im stuck, not knowing which one to believe...which one to follow..
i gave you everything i could, i was always there for you no matter what!!
and thn..
i stop...
the reflection of myself catches my eye
a single tear runs down my cheek
but before it could drop off my chin
i swipe it away
knowing that enough tears have been wasted over YOU!
i touch the reflection of my face in the mirror...
take a step back..
my eyes closed, now tears rolling down my face...
not even bothering to dry my wet face~ BAAAHH~
i open my eyes...
and...
i smiled...
i was afraid of it all.. but i feel no fear anymore!
i thought i would have to make a new start from now on..
does that mean i don't care?
maybe that's for the best...
No longer a kitty..
No longer so lost without YOU!
Independent.... :)
I grew into one big Lion!
Roooaaaarrrr!

-Fina The Strawberry ShortFat-