i feel guilty..
had a fight with my lil bro.. haaa he's nt tat lil btw.. haizz..
he's getting more violent as days passes..
well since he change skool..
big enuf aye? dah abg2 kan? haaaa WTH~
oh and whn i said fight.. real fight.. well b4 tat..he fight with my other sis.. he did punch her.. haiz..
he punch me once bt im quick.. lolzz
and i? i punch him back twice.. well more thn twice..
haaaaaa there goes all my martial art move..cheewaaa~ chiwawa~
and..and.. i feel very guilty... remorse? damn riiittee~ but im still mad at him..
Daaaanng~ not talking to him too.. well for now.. coz i knw soon we gonna be back to normal aye..
and yeeeeaaahhh mum can't stop nag and nag about it..
SORRY!
for now.. all i can say is..
IM VERY VERY SORRY to lil bro,mum,dad and haaaa EVERYONE!!
i lurve my family.. i lurrve everyone can?

oh and im moving out soon.. this sat to be exact~
will nt be blogging til i dun knw when..
haiz..
im stayng at cuzzie house while waiting fr the new house btw..
dun understand? well u dun nd to~ gaaaaaah~

oh and yesterday.. the first day me n sweet2 no BDH aka MSN.. gaaaaaaahh~
saddening k!
i miss him soo much! weeeeee~
but he sms me..yay! im soo happy coz u actually did what u've already promise me aye?
SMKM2!!! and2.. SMSM2!!
and u knw tat i can juz let my tears fall and still my heart squeezes in pain. .i wonder how long it will be before i can see u again...(ok 3 wks..i knw~) and the smallest thing can just spark off the ache of absence and tears will just spring to my eyes uncontrollably...
but u u u u... all ur msg did soothe my aching soul..
so CHEERIOS!!

ok i gt to stop emo-ing.. lolzz
i gtg..
im late to mt the rest..
we gonna celebrate wan aka michael b'day today.
all yotlingz are coming..
miss u guyz too okiez!!
and to kim.. we shld mt up!! aku miss ko gak k!!

ok go~

to ALL>>> SMKM2!!!
to sweet2>>> SMSM2!!!

SMKM2!!! what? ape? maza? haha
it's Saye Miss Kamu Many2!!!
to those loved one.. if ya receive this frm me today or soon..
tats mean.. i miss kamu many2 and ur'e loved by me!!
weeeeeeeee!!! im showing some love here.. it's RARE for me to do dat hookayz!!
so to those who doesn't gt it.. maybe i frgt.. lolzz mind my STM!! So do REMIND me!!
hahhahahhahahaha~ ok go~

OMG its happening again..
i gt lotsa things in my mind.. and whn infront of moi pc to update on my blog..
Gaaaaaaahhhh~ total Blankness!! oh F**k it! (sowie)

well as usual i did some editing..
its like everyday im sure to do 2 or 3 pix edit~
lolzz. this is madness over the vase..
im totally in love.. with my photoshop~ tho mine is the old version~ geee~
and all my yotlingz "dah pandai edit pix ehk..."
pandai korang...
now no nd me oreidy kan? lolzz

oh yah i edit one special pix for ela lalingz..
this is how i shwd my cared n concernd towards ppl whom i loved..
maybe u think im nt showing enuf.. but this is how i am.
i dun like to shw it infront of ppl.. telling ppl.. oh this is my fren.. my lalingz etc etc..
im nt tat kind..
if u think i hate u.. u've gt a long way to knwing me.. the real me.
im sorry if i've shown or maybe makes u think i hate u.,..
if i hate u.. why would i askd u to join me and the rest frm the moment i knw u?
remember? hmf~ well maybe u frgt tat im da one who always ask u to join us..
but u repeatedly said no thnx till last few wks before our JB trip.. the moment u gt to knw us better and be one of the yotlingz! hoooraayy!
im sorry i hd to blog bout this.. but hey... it's my blog... gaaahh~
i do luv all my lalingz tho some well all of us gt our own attitude..
fret nt!! i still love each one of ya! woowee!!
ok enuf oh mushy2ness~ gugugaga!!

change topic can?
caaaaannnnn uhhhh~
nadz and ela.. da two of u oreidy knw who da hewl im missing,sawan-ing like there's no tomrrw!!
haha yah i admit... im totally over the moon~ gaaaaaaahhh~
kk enuf.. nt gonna brag much bout it ~

ok here's da pix i edit for ela lalingz!!! hope u like it~
and ELA... i do CARE for YOU!!!

hookayz.. nd to update aye..
skool holz juz started and im damn bored at home.. gaaah~
gt moi POA result on thurs.. shock lah sey.. i gt 89/100. haha nvr study one de~
i knw i can do better.. Daaaaanngg~
BEO test was err ok2.. which i nvr study too~
haha
hope tat i'll pass BEO too hookayz. k apejer.com
oh yah i did some pix editing..
so enjoy it.. lolz my fave? palnet of the apes!!
kewl banget~
gonna change song too aye.. woooweee~
im moving outzie soon.. next wk actually n im nt ready!!
gaaaaahhh~
nt gonna be online de~
mendakz!
klah enjoy da pix.. and do comment aye..
BYE!

which is me? weee~

im still sick. after studying for my POA.. i edit some pix juz to waste time till i break fast~ lolzz.
klah i wanna watch tv till tv watch me..can? haha
Gaaaaaaaahhhh~

there's lotsa things i wanna blog.. but whn im infront of this pc.. i end up having a blank mind.. lolzz
ok ape jer si fina ni..
haha btw i've change song.. fave2 super duper fave song.. hee
thnx to U for gving me this song aye..
but my musix box been having a keewat probz..
listen to the song carefully n u'll knw why.. haha ok2.. the voice change lah sey..
kekekz.. soo the burukz.com tried change setting lotsa time.. and its still da same..
nvm lah..
kk gtg now im having fever lah sey.. nd to rest..
happy puasa-ing ppl~


I never dreamt it'd be this way
I've lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay

I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart know that I'm with you all along

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight

I never thought that this could go
And take me away from all I know
And leave me to think I'm on my own
But your love will take me, you were the one...

...Who sat through nights
You held me tight
And made sure I'm okay
And I thank you for the love you gave to me

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight...

Tonight...

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
And if I should fall, I know you're waiting
And if I should call, I know you're there
If ever you cry just know
I'm in your heart tonight...
I'm in your heart tonight.

OUR fave aye? lolzz

yeah im so super lazy and slow.. lolzz so here's "some" of the JB trip we went last month aye..
sorry for the late entry aye..
juz gt the time to actually edit some of it..
ok enjoy it.. lolzz
aperjer.com lah Fina!!!