I don't know why I still ponder over why things didn't work out between us. When we first met, I didn't really think much about us because I wasn't physically attracted to you. As days passed and we started to speak more, my feelings began to develop for you. I thought the feelings were mutual.
It's been.. what.. 5 6 months? since we knw each other but nothing has happened.
and now we dun talk much or dun talk at all when we met etc..
sometimes its like we dun knw each other anymore, sheez i dun understand you!
What kills me inside is that I see you and you're always so nice to me.
Don't lead me on if you're not interested because that'll make me feel worse.
A big part of me has forgotten about you, but that other part is still sad and wondering why.
For the past week, I've been trying to avoid talking to you because I don't want to wonder anymore.
We use to have short conversations but now, it's more of a, "Hi, how are you doing?" Yes im cutting it short..
Only you know why you do what you do. All I can do is sit and wonder...but I'm sick of wondering about whether it's because of the age difference or because of my looks or because you've met someone else or because you're gay or because you're a dog or because you.. haiz.. whatever~
Although I enjoy your company, I'd rather you move away 4 a while. It'll help me forget about all this. In a few weeks, I hope that I'll be completely over you.

Mucho Amor,
-FinaSyke-