OMG.. OMG.. OMG.. [another for 3 seconds]

shitz!!! it's 1.11AM oreidy and i still hv not sleep yet!! siao ah lu fina!! u got exam first thing in da morning.. gotta reach Fuchun Sec at 7.30am and what da heck r u still online and awake!!! gila lu!

the thing is i can't sleep liao!! im so stress with everything!! i keep on thinking those negative thingy about my exam!!! why bebeh why? i keep on thinking that im gonna do very badly for my first paper sey!!! why this? why now? i hate it bebeh! really hate this feelings!! like.. shit ah.. got no one to talk to.. feel like crying man!! whaddafuck!!! i wanna call farah.. but sure i'll disturb her sweet dreams liao! wanna call the rest sch buddies but confirm they r also sleeping coz they also gt exam in da morning!!

why now uh?~ shheezzz gotta be calm man.. be brave uh~ fina don't be like this uh~ it's not the time to feel like shit now~ come on gerl.. be tuff!!
stop thinking about all the shitz wei!! stop it now uh!! go and hv a drink and sleep!! go now gerl.. u can do it! don't worry too much!! give ur brain a rest.. be good!!

oh god how i wish all that saying come from someone else like mosha or fasha!! lame sia to even think they will say all these thing to me! very lame!!! stoopid way of thinking~ bbbbllllaaaaarrrrrrrggggggghhhhhddeeehheeeewwwlll!!!

gtg and force myself to sleep!!! i mean it!! FORCE MYSELF TO SLEEP!!!

im soooo freakin' stoooooooooooooooooppppiiiiiddd!!! hah!

go sleep lah fina!! *SMACK*~~