ok.. im back.. here's some vid from the firework someone load at youtube.. but it ain't the one that i went for.. tiz vid iz on the 5th august firework.. mine's on the 8th.. but it's the same lah! fire works! like duh? well..felt a lil' better.. to moi dearest friend S.. I hope u understand.. it's not ur fault ok? no need to be sorry.. that's y i said earlier.. "ckp sini abes sini".. it's just how i felt on that particular moment..
well peeps we just had a chat on msn just now and being me.. it's not easy.. haha i don't like to hid anythng from moi friend.. when she said sorry about that day etc.. i said it's ok.. yes it's true im ok with it! get over it lah! bygone be bygone.. and i told her about my last post and she read it.. [ermm kinda weird lah.. but hey i got to tell her no matter what.. right?] and so she said that im too frank! hmm i tot so.. well it's not that i compose moi post.. i just type what i felt at that time.. its all came from the bottom of moi heart.. hehe and ok she told me he's outpatient.. well ok.. but it still erm.. i mean he's still sick yar.. nvm.. forget about it.. im ok really.. yah and she said don't get the wrong idea about her friend.. well like i said before at that post.. maybe it's me bla bla bla [juz look at the post wil ya? penat nak explain] btw im too forward.. am i?? haiz..
and moi friend said she understand.. but i think.. the other way.. haha i knw she's gonna be hurt.. well my friend, again i telling u it's not ur fault ok? coz the way u ended our chat was like felt guilty for bringing him.. you said that u won't bring him anymore.. hey i didn't said that u could not bring him. sure u can! but pls not in any sick condition lah.. haha and hope that we can put this whole stoopid story behind us okiez? u r still the gerl i knw n moi friend.. just forget of all moi
oklah whatever shit i wrote juz now.. is what i am.. my point of view,my own opinion.. so the conclusion is "SHIT HAPPENS" hmm where did i heard it before?.. oh yah.. shirin..[shirin from Singapore Idol] yup it's part of life.. tee hee
so here r some fireworks pic that i got hold of.. yg lawa2 cantik2 jer me load.. yg lain buat menyemak aje.. so, enjoy!
the end lor..abuhden.. will update about farah,freaky z,and those lipas in da bus later aight? im soo tired lah. sleepy.. need rest!
